Have you ever been so tired that you couldn't fall asleep? Last night I went straight to bed the second I got home... wishful thinking. Everything about me was tired... except for my eye lids. Everytime I tried to close them they would flutter. Greaaaaat! It took me 2 hours of myspace stalking and 1 hour of 3-way calling with my 2 best friends to actually fall freakin' asleep and wouldn't know, I was woken up by that DREAM I KEEP HAVING!?!? This recurring dream comes to me like once a week now and on the worst nights! (If you don't know about this dream ... read back 2 weeks in my blog and read all about it ... it's obnoxious really!)
Oh well. It's TUESDAY! I love Tuesdays and even better ... Jeff is back! I hate when he's away and for the rest of the week he's going to feel what it's like not to have me around. I'm not going on vaca though, just going to a sweet radio convention that I look forward to all year long. Maybe it's the excitement that wouldn't let me sleep. I remember when I was a kid NEVER being able to sleep the night before something big. Whether it was the night before the first day of school, the night before my birthday, the night before a vacation, Christmas Eve ... ANYTHING BIG ... I would stay up all night anticipating the next day and imagining it all in my head. AM I REALLY STILL AT THAT LEVEL OF MATURITY TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN'T SLEEP BEFORE THINGS I'M EXCITED FOR?
